I lost at least 10 pounds today ;-) just kidding

I got a haircut.
that may not sound special to you if you don't know me. but: Juli never gets her hair cut. because that involves a lot: thinking bout what I actually want to change with my hair - figure out where to get the haircut- figure out if I have enough money to get one ;-) - make an appointment- still try to figure out what I want - forget the appointment and have to make a new one - finally going there, still not knowing what I want - telling the person who wants to cut my hair that I don't know what I want (the "make it look good" thing...) - spending an hour (or half an hour ;-) sitting in that chair, with that crazy thing around me so the hair don't get in my cloth (I actually think they do that because of another reason: you cant move your arms and hands. so when the guy cutting does something you don't want you can't just stop him by grabbing the scissors... ;-) smart) - finally getting the haircut - realizing that it looks way shorter than I thought it would- paying - leaving - getting right into a "is that still me? " crisis and maybe realizing that I can't change it any way.

yup that's the way it always is. I didn't cut my hair for almost 2 years. they were really really long now. almost touched my pants ;-) so it was a big thing for me today. because now they're hardly hanging over my shoulders. Oh Lord give me strength ;-) haha. well actually it doesn't look to bad. but I'll still get my "I want my hair back- that's not me" crisis, I'm sure. and a bunch of other people will get heart attacks at school tomorrow..."why did you do that????"
haha good times. ITS JUST A HAIRCUT. THEY WILL GROW AGAIN
that was just to make myself feel better. I feel so free. can turn my head where I want it to without dragging 10 punds behind me ;-) haha

Ok, that wasn't the most thoughtful post ever, I do realize that. maybe tomorrow. cause I got a bit of stuff to write about. so stay tuned haha

good night everybody. I feel weird
love JULI

did I mention that I cut my hair today??? sorry
I'll put a "before'n after " picture on the internet tomorrow..what do you think?? ;-)